Change.

1.Stop being apologetic. Nobody NEEDS your apology.

2.Enjoy your time alone. When you can be happy alone, you know that nobody can take that away from you.

3.If you want to wait until he treats you like a princess before you allow yourself to be happy, then you will have to wait forever.

4.Just because some jerk choose to be mean to you, don’t punish yourself by wallowing in the misery. Their poor choices are reflections of their asshole self. Not you.